December 2010
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3:07AM  and i am awake yet again. i don’t feel sleepy well for that matter i don’t feel anything at all because my entire body is numb from the freezing temperature in my room. this damn heater isn’t doing shit at all. i feel no heat in this house. i might as well pull an all nighter. currently going to watch the lion king or another movie. webcam with me if you’d like. i...
Dec 31st
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Dec 30th
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There are just some mistakes i'll never learn...
pjinpajamas: & starting this New Year, 2011, things will change for the better and for myself. exactly what i am going to do.
Dec 30th
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Dec 29th
Dear 2011, I expect you to be better than 2010. I...
Dec 29th
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You always said I had a hard time saying what's on...
(via 365thoughts, 365thoughts)
Dec 29th
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Dec 27th
A Walk to Remember
vivianduong: Jamie: You’ve obviously never asked anybody for help before. A request like yours requires flattery..groveling..it can’t be all about you. It has to be for the common good of everyone. Landon: It IS for the common good. Eddie Zimmerhoff deserves the best. Please… Jamie: Okay. One one condition though Carter, you have to promise you won’t fall in love with me. Landon: That’s not a...
Dec 26th
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Tangled
Eugene: Rapunzel !
Rapunzel: what?
Eugene: You were my new dream..
Rapunzel: ..and you were mine
Eugene: *last breath
Dec 26th
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I wonder what today has in store for me? that is the big question on my brain at the moment while i watch Tangled, which by the way is a good movie and cute (: makes my mood a bit happier. Today i was planning on going to camarillo outlet to go shopping for myself. Get myself some clothes and shoes as my own christmas gift. But i got bailed on, ehh no biggie i guess. So now i think i’ll just...
Dec 26th
Christmas is over, now back to reality..
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Ending this year without a significant other.
obsessionjason: I guess nothing has changed since last year..  exactly the same for me.
Dec 25th
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Dec 23rd
ListenTonight was a great night of training with modern....
Dec 23rd
Listenif one day you wake up and find that you’re...
Dec 22nd
“You are never too young to fall in love because you’re never too young to...”
Dec 22nd
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Dec 22nd
im sitting on my bed watching 27 dresses, i’ve never seen this movie before.. pretty good so far. but at the same time i’m finding it a little to concentrate because my mind is off thinking too much again. what i saw today was totally unexpected, i don’t know why you did it maybe there’s no reason for it all but knowing me i’m going to think there’s something...
Dec 22nd
Dec 22nd
New Year's Resolutions.
skyevictoriano: So for this New Year I want to … Lose 30 Pounds. Get a six-pack & a V. Somehow get taller. Find someone and be in a relationship. Dress nicer.  What are your New Year’s Resolutions?
Dec 22nd
FAIL! that’s all i’m going to say.. haha :/ dumb, really dumb fuhreals! maybe, lets hope not.
Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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this holiday season is really getting to me like on a serious note. depression is filling up my entire soul right now. why do i have to be single?
Dec 21st
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these songs on repeat during these rainy days: george nozuka-such a fool ryan tedder-i will try katy perry-electric feel sets the mood just right.
Dec 20th
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Why are you single?
himez: Well for me? I don’t really know. Looking around my group of friends and it’s so cute seeing everyone with their significant other, while I sit awkwardly green with envy at the “snogging” and the cuddling and the low murmuring as each couple interact with one another. Now although there ARE other bachelor(ettes) in the room, I can’t help but feel more alone than ever. I can’t help but...
Dec 20th
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Not all scars shows. Not all wounds heal....
365thoughts: — Jennifer Shin story of my life.
Dec 20th
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why does even the sight of your picture bring back everything?! i find myself lurking through your tumblr at times just to look and see how you are.. why do i still care after how much i got hurt? ugh i feel like a stupid kid who can’t let go. why can’t i just not care and all that other crap when it comes to you.. did i really fall in love with you that much?
Dec 19th
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Sometimes,
illestboyeva:  I wish I was never born, emo as it sounds I just wish. I hate feeling so much emotions, I hate being like this. I hate being human. I just wanna…..fuck. Why can’t life have a manual guide or an instruction brochure. Life can never seem to cut me some slack. Like what did I ever do to the world, to make it hate me so much. Damn, sometimes I just wanna explode into a billion pieces....
Dec 19th
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Dec 18th
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all these posts on my dash about people and their significant other is starting to get to me.. there have been a lot of these posts lately and i hate reading them because it makes me sad and think that i’m the only one without a significant other to talk about and be happy with. especially the fact that its christmas season and everyone out there has that special person to share it with and...
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still awake studying for my anthropology final tmrw morning at 8. need to memorize all 18 questions and the answers to them. studied earlier and i memorized 15 and was good with them. now just going over them again and again and again. so i don’t forget at all. i need to answer them word for word. then in the morning an hour or so before the final i will study again. debating on whether i...
Dec 16th
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this has been running through my mind this past few days.. why does it bother me that you didn’t reply when i texted you on your birthday saying happy birthday and all that other stuff. i know i sent it late at night and you were probably sleeping or maybe you did see it and read it but couldn’t say anything. you can’t say anything because even after all that you did to me i...
Dec 16th
Dec 16th
moment for life
imyournumberjuan: going off the previous post. i guess it’s partly my fault where i always place other people’s happiness above my own. am i suppose to expect the same back? probably not. there’s times where i start to feel like if im placing people’s happiness above my own and not getting the same then why do i do it? why do i take my time away from my own life and talk to people? make them...
Dec 15th
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"I guess i was naive to believe that it would be...
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