I want you to need me
Like the air you breathe
I want you to feel me
I want you to see me
In your every dream
The way that I taste you, feel you, breathe you, need you
I want you to need me
‘Cause I need you
okay so i really am at a lost at the word FRIENDS. at this point i dont know what it even means anymore. so many questions come up with that word. do i have friends or do i not have friends? are my friends REAL or FAKE? who can i trust? who will stab me in the back? all this confusion about friends irritates me. i just wanna go thru life knowing i have good loyal friends who wont judge me for anything and that will always be there for me through everything. i know a few people who i can say are truely my friends. when i say few its a very small number but hey sometimes only a few good true friends are all you need.
at the same time i think its time for me to start making new friends again. im good at making new friends. since college is a few months away i should get a heads up on that and it would suck to not know anyone in my classes, but that shouldnt be a problem for me. im very social so i can make friends easily. although ill be attending pcc which is not what i was planning to do but lets call it a detour for now til i can transfer to sdsu. thats my final decision of what school to go to as of right now. not planning on changing it. lets hope.
i really need to get out of this town. i dont like it here i never have..
It’s JEFFREY TE! :D Haha. BRIAN WITH AN I! Drill is different without you! There’s no one who asks me if they can borrow my cardigan or my shoes, haha. Well, I still need to sign your yearbook, but I’m scared to ask Daniel for it, lolol. Thanks to you, I got through a lot of stuff during the year. I got some of the confidence you gave me as one of your Senior wills. I feel special, aha. Hope to see ya’ soooon! :D
- Jeffrey Te :) @jeffisbeast!!!!!!!! woo.
Officially today i am done using BRYAN with a Y. hahahahahahah yeah sounds hella stupid i know. but thats not how im suppose to spell it. On my birth certificate its spelled BRIAN. So yeah im gonna start spelling it that way for the rest of my life. Its all good though i like it that way too. HAHAHAH. just thought id let people know that so if you read this and you have my number or anything with my name change it to BRIAN with an I not a Y. Alrighty then lets see what today has in store for me.
i wanna move out of glendale! and i want to experience LIFE and grow. experience everything i can with it all being new. new town, new people, new enviroment, new school, new friends, new relationships etc. i want to LIVE MY LIFE. lol sounds cliche i know. but thats how i feel.
I just got home from watching the bridge juniors dance competition. its 1:22 AM and i just got home. haha always come home hella late nowadays. I had so much fun today. The performances were good and a few were amazing. LOL. Choreo cookies performed and they were EPIC. Soooo effin good shit. The junior teams that i liked were Breakthrough, Tru-Definition, Underground, Kreative Movement and Channel Islands. Underground got 1st and Kreative Movement placed 2nd and Western placed 3rd. But Channel Islands mos def shouldve placed, their performance was freakin amazing no lie. I also got to see and hangout with my friend jackie, havent seen eachother since competition season with our dance teams. Well today was another good day. The first week of summer has been EPICLY amazing. Love it.
Today was a very spontaneous day. First i went to pick up ksy daniel and kquez up then took my mom to work with all of them. Then we went to pinkberry and l&l. While at l&l me and ksy decided to go to wesco and visit our friends. So that was the plan for the day. We head off to kevins house and drop him and daniel off then we go to school so i can pick up my iphone charger from natalie and cds that powpow burned for me. In the meantime, i went and picked up my diploma from my counselors office since i forgot to get it after graduation. Pow texts me and says he forgot the cds at home. FAIL. So it was off to the freeway to west covina/puente hills. It took like about 45 minutes to get there. We left at around 1ish and got there around 1:40. Not that bad. Picked up steph at her house and was off to the “top of the world” but then turned around to go back to her house cause diane and jessica were coming with us. Waited at her house for awhile and then they arrived but so did stephs dad. Now steph couldnt go out because she was grounded. LOL. We were just chillin in her house for about an hour or so not really doing much. Then me and ksy decided to go to the mall and eat. After eating we decided to go back to glendale so we drop by stephs house and say bye to them. Then we decide to go to kathleens house and say hi to her before leaving. We get to her house and wait a little until she gets home. When she gets there we go in her house and chill and talk. Her mom makes up thai iced tea YUMMMMY! Around 5:40 we leave and head back to glendale. We get back and head to school to pick up the kids after they ended practice. Me ksy and nina out of nowhere decide to go to santa monica pier. WOOOHOOO! spontaneous adventure. Once we get there we had to circle the streets a couple times to find parking close to third street promenade. We walk around the shops at third street like h&m, urban outfitters, forever 21 and cotton on. After looking around at all the shops we drive to the pier and get parking. Walked around the broadwalk. It was hella nice good breeze and that smell of the ocean wow perfect (: we were even saying it would be a good place to on a date with someone. We sit on a bench and start taking pictures with the ferriswheel in the background. EPIC picture. haha. A little later some cholos pass by us with a tear drop tattoo. AHHHH SCARY ASS SHIT! we decide that its time to walk back. But we realize it was worth $8 bucks for parking to just to that. So we get funnel cake and munch on that. mmm mmm good. Then we head back to the car and drive off back to glendale. Today was a really fun spontaneous and relaxing good day. Summer days just keep getting better. Lovin it so far (:
Today was the first official day of summer. It was an unexpected day which are the best days ever. I begin my day without any definite plans until i get a call from yvonne and ksy telling my that our friends dont have a tv taping to go to anymore because it got cancelled. So spontaneously we decided to go to cue. The previous plan was to have to eat at troys with sam, atina, kayla, hayley, and ksy. So i drive to kevins house to pick up people. Btdubz im not suppose to drive alone even though im 18 cause i only have a permit .___. but i did anyway. After picking up the homies stopped by ralphs to cash in my coins for gas money. Then off to troys where we all ate. They are some bomb ass food no lie. Love it there. I got chili cheese fries with thousand island sauce soo freakin good. YUMM! Sam picked up francis and daniel at the marketplace then it was off to cue with sam atina kayla hayley kquez nina yvonne ksy lauren pow daniel and francis. We didnt know exactly which cue to go to because we heard that the one in arcadia closed down. So we decided to head off to the cue in alhambra/san gabriel area. The cue was pretty huge compared to the other ones. Taking those pictures was hella fun especially with like 10 of us. We had to squeeze in and fit everyone in the small screen for the picture. We took pictures in two different booths. They all came out good. Sidetrack : sam has the tpain app on his iphone that lets you sing-a-long to tpain songs while sounding like him. Its hella funny to use and talk with. Hayley is the illest rapper alive. Dang she is efffin good at freestylin. She knows how to spit that shit. hahahaha. Now it was back to glendale and drop off nina yvonne lauren pow and kquez. We chilled at kquezs house for a bit and wanted to play guitar hero world tour but his ps2 wouldnt work for some reason so fail. Around 4pm i went to the mall with nina pow and lauren to drop off nina so she could meet up with gabbie but that was a fail too cause gabbie wasnt at work. I unexpectedly ended going with pow and lauren to watch toy story 3 with sabriyya eden nareh sona natalie and shelby. We convinced nina to just come along with us since she couldnt get a hold of gabbie. Wow toy story 3 was really good. Funny and tear jerker. I teared up towards the end. youve got a friend in me.. lol good stuff. Afterwards nina bought a cupcake from crumbs and i drove to gabbies house and she just dropped it off cause gabbie was sleeping. Then i took lauren home and we went back to the marketplace. I went to L&L and got honeydew boba YUMMMM (: i havent had boba in such a long time. We decided to just go to ninas house and chill there for awhile. Kquez came home and we went over and watched remember me. It was good, especially the ending very unexpected but really sad. Surprisingly good first day of summer. Cant wait for more good days to come.
June 18, 2010 i officially graduated high school. Sitting in my chair on the football field surrounded my thousands of people.. felt so unreal. I couldn’t believe that i was actually finally graduating from high school. I’ve waited 4 long years for this moment but yet it didn’t seem real to me. The speeches were funny and pretty interesting. Especially the salutatorians speech in which she said that we were all fireworks.. some metaphor there lmfao hilarious though. After the ceremony i was officially a graduate, an alumni. Wow i never thought this day would come and it feels so good to graduate. After meeting my family and friends and taking loads of pictures at the senior glen it was off to dinner with friends and family. I drove to school and parked in the back so it was easy. Dinner was at bjs with my family (mom, dad, grandma, tita, and my two cousins) and my friends (daniel, yvonne, nina, and kquez). Two of my friends were M.I.A. (martin and bianca hechanova) .___. they had a wedding to attend but its all good i still love them. There was so much food. Bbq chicken pizza, pepperoni pizza, mozarella sticks, buffalo wings, wedge cut fries, and most importantly PIZOOKIE (:! YUMMMMMMMMMM! good ass dinner. I had a good time with the people that matter most in my life. Afterwards i drove each one of my friends home. Ended the night at my house.