500 days of Brian

i honestly can’t stop thinking about you.. i don’t know. i can’t even sleep right now because of you =/

Ehhh not in the best mood right now. I guess I’m to blame for that. I really don’t know. Ughhh i need to stop looking at things and taking it differently i guess. I don’t know what i’m feeling exactly but i think i want it. But i don’t want to say it, i’m scared. Hrmms.. well maybe sleeping it off will help me. Call or text me. Night.

Crashing classes today was an EPIC FAIL! We tried crashing political science 1 and anthropology 1. The political science teacher wouldn’t add anyone at all and anthropology was the only class with some light of hope. The professor said that on thursday he will add people in the class. But the downside is that it will be by lottery so its randomly selected. I’m very worried because i really need that class so hopefully some miracle happens. Please oh please im begging for one. Tomorrow is another crashing day.

College! The first day was really good and surprisingly fun. I actually liked it even though i’m in PCC. It doesn’t bother me anymore, i like the place a lot. So today started with a 530 rise and shine, showered then got ready for school. Then drove to Egypt hahaha jk to pick up julian. Got on the freeway and headed for school. We arrived just in time and getting parking wasn’t a problem at all good thing. Went to our first class that we were going to crash which was English 1A. When we got inside the C building we saw a line coming of the class we wanted to crash and those people were like us crashing as well. The teacher was late to class and then when she got there she started talking and saying that the class is closed and full but theres a list to be added and there are 40 spots on it but she will only select by a lottery who gets the spot that becomes available. We all signed our names and email addresses. Julian and I didn’t stay the whole time there we decided to try and crash the other English 1A in the V building. There was no sign up sheet on the door or anything. SO we open the door and ask if we can crash she said no. FAIL. Now we had a ton of time to kill since both of our next classes were at 10 ish. I was planning to crash geology 12 at 1025. That resulted in a SUCCESS! Wait before i get into that path, we just chilled around the quad and sat down. Then i saw Jessilyn walking by and i called her over and was really surprised to see her there because i had no idea she was attending PCC. She told me that due to budget cuts cal state la dropped people they accepted since they accepted like the whole universe. We chilled there for alittle then walked her to the class she was going to crash since she had no classes at all. After that me and julian went to our classes. I got to my class early and no one was there which was soo good for me. I saw the list outside the classroom and it said we add in order of the list. and there were only two people who signed it so far. I WAS IN LUCK! I was the third person on the list. Thank you GOD! We all entered the class and she gave us the syllabus and she read it and explained and emphasized items in it. Then at the end of class she took role and four people enrolled in the class didn’t show up. Thats when she went to the add list and called out the first four people. I GOT IN THE CLASS ((((: ! One of the highlights of my day! So happy and thankful i got into that class. That is were my day of school ends. We tried to get into english lab 900 but it was a fail. So me jessilyn and randy just chilled while julian was in his last class. Before that the four of us ate at carls jr. When julian got out of class we bounced and headed for GHS so i can pick up my prom pictures which was a long overdue. Gave half of the pictures to nina after school ended and said hi to a couple important people, they know who they are. Left ghs and off to the mall and walked around and went job hunting. Got so many applications and im in the middle of finishing all of them tonight and turning it all in tomorrow. HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY: crashing geology 12 and getting added to the class and seeing two SUPER CUTE people around campus, and that today was so much FUN! I’m loving college already (:

Today i went to World Of Dance San Diego with julian and cassidy. We left glendale around 9 or so and arrived in downtown sd at 1130 ish. The drive was honestly not that bad yeah it was a 2 hour or so drive but it was kinda fun and chill. The drive back is so much better and seemed to go by quicker. WOD SD was hella hella fun, had a really good day with julian and cassidy. Only one thing put me in a different state and mood. I cant believe i actually saw you and i know you saw me and you knew it was me. It hurt so much just to see you, i was about to cry. I wanted to cry. Anyways, i’ll emphasize more on yesterday/last night technically since its 1:55AM later today. good morning and good night.

Having dinner with my family tonight. Ordered chinese food from a restaurant in chinatown. I’m sooo hungry right now. I can’t wait for the food. Damn it’s so freakin hot in this house. I feel a very light breeze. Anyway, i am just on facebook and tumblr while i wait for the food. So keep me company text me and all that other stuff. Ask me questions anything i’ll answer them. Give me your number i’ll text you maybe if i want to. Alright til later.

Honestly, there are moments that i still think about you.. I don’t know why i do but they happen. Truthfully i am doing fine after everything. I was confused about how it reached that point but i know i won’t get an answer to any of it. It would have been nice to just at least receive an answer as to why you just flat out ignored me and ignored my messages and attempts to talk to you and see where things were going. Sometimes i think maybe it was me and what i said when i saw you that one day. Maybe it scared you off because i went too fast or could it be something else. I completely have no clue. It all just changed from the moment we started talking to last month. I don’t know what happened. You seemed so different in the beginning and i really liked it, i didn’t think you were like all the others but i guess i was wrong yet again. I wonder if you ever think about that situation and what you did. Do you ever wonder and think about me? So many questions but theres absolutely no point to all my questioning because it goes nowhere. I thought you cared about me. I cared about you so much, i liked you so much, i trusted you, i … 

He came out with an english album with english versions of some of his songs including wedding dress!! (: hahaha. STFU!!! yes i like korean pop music so what. SUCK ME UP! then beeetchhh.  Downloading it at the moment.

Today i went to six flags with paulo, nina, julia, julian, natalie, shelby, babs, uni, nasrin, eden, nareh, and sabriyya. It was hella hella FUN !!!!! It was honestly the best day of my entire summer so far and i only have three days of it left. Wow how time flew by so fast this summer. UNBELIEVABLE! But it was a good summer not the best but i liked it for the most part. The only thing that was horrible today was the motha freakin HEAT. Damn it was soo hot like sorching hot at six flags. I was just in line waiting to buy my ticket and i was dripping with sweat from head to toe. I wanted to just walk around the park in my boxers but thats not possible. shit i would have gone shirtless the whole day if i wasnt fat in that area ._____. needa start working out and get a gym membership. Who wants to be my gym partner? (: LOL. Anyways, the whole day was still amazing and super fun. Thanks paulo for inviting me (: and i finally drove to valencia for the first time. Easy easy as always, im adding places to my list (well i don’t really have a list but in my head i know where i’ve driven to now) Just took a cold ass shower and cleaned my dirty and sweaty ass body. Feelin so fresh and clean now ;) I’ll spam pictures tomorrow so heads up followers but don’t unfollow me i’ll not to spam alot of pictures but you guys will like them. Kay goodnight. text me if you have my number or leave your number on my ask and i just might text you. Laters.

Picked him up from school and dropped off sandra at her house. Then off to his casa to chill until school is out for Marshall H.S. to go visit his friend. Now were cooking spam and filipino hotdogs for lunch. wooo hoooo sooo frreakin hungry. its not so hot inside the house the a/c is on. text me or something. leave your number in my ask. and ask questions too. laters.

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Okay this weather is really pissing me off like hella. I get that its summer and everything but shit its getting way too freakin hott up in this globe. Why can’t the weather be like beachy weather. Like warm the sun is out and bright with a nice breeze flowin through. Now that sounds more like summer weather to me. But naww the world don’t revolve that way huh! Even at night its hot af, sleeping shirtless like i usually do doesn’t help much. Maybe im go back to sleeping just in boxers from now on. Besides, its more comfortable and i won’t be hot at all whatsoever. I don’t even feel like wearing anything when i go out and i can’t stay home at all especially with it being hot like this and theres never anything to do at home. If my body was so fat i would go out shirtless. Damn i needa start going to the gym and working out. Alright hopefully my day is chill and fun.

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i am so utterly bored to death right at this moment. there is absolutely nothing to do. i want to go out but fuck i dont even have gas left. the light next to my gas meter is lit. im too broke so i dont have money for gas. my parents are so anal about me asking for money for gas. mother freakin gas! ._______. like honestly come on. this is why i need a job pronto! but its very difficult at the time to get one. i just hope i get a call soon please oh please. anyway im bored like you have no idea. someone text me or give me your number maybe ill text you. just talk to me keep me entertained.

Damn gurll hahaha mad props to you venus raj, 4th runner up! I think this is a first for the philippines. She did a really amazing job in this competition. She deserves to reach the top. Honestly, she messed up on the question. She couldve answered it way better and that would have placed her higher most likely. She sounded so DUMB when she answered it. That answer is what got her 4th runner up but its sall good. She reppin the philippines like no other. AMAZING! so proud to be filipino (:

my dinner is two sourdough jacks from jack in the box. YUMMMMMY! fail at my no burgers diet! but today is another freebie. ill go back to no burgers tmrw. man fuck im getting soo fat ): i need to stop and hit the gym again. HELP!

its official im going to wod sd with @imcassidy and julian roca! well i only have two people coming so far but hopefully more can come. and ill see other people i know there so thats good. wooohooo this weekend is gonna be crackkin! this week is gonna be hella fun too! last week of summer ):

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im so FUCKING BORED! who wants to me my new texting buddy?! since i dont have anybody to text lately. im hella hella hekka hella hecka bored!! any takeers on this once in a lifetime offer lol jk. but seriously takers?

It was actually a very relaxing and soothing day. I didn’t do anything though but it felt good at the same time. I slept at like 3AM and woke up around 1 in the afternoon. Wtheckk?!? crazyy i know hahaha. My car was in the shop getting new brake pads installed that didn’t take so long. I showered and got ready to have lunch with my parents. We ate at chipotle damn it’s been a long time since i ate chipotle. Sooo good but made me uber full .__. After that went to americana so my mom can return stuff she bought at american eagle. Then we went to eagle rock plaza and she went on a mini grocery shopping and then we went home. I just chilled and was on my laptop and my mom and dad left to go to petco and buy her dog named peaches a new leash and collar. Meanwhile, i just stayed home and i fell asleep for i dont know an hour or so. It felt really good and the a/c was on too so it wans’t hot. That’s basically my whole day in a nutshell LOL. Good day just staying home. 

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