500 days of Brian

I don’t even know where to begin with this day…

I only have ONE class! That is totally not good. I need to be a full time student which is 12 units and above. I can’t be stuck at pasadena city college for a long time. I need to be at 30 units by summer or fall semester 2011. I have to transfer out to csulb ASAP! Not having any luck getting a class today. I did get one class political science but i decided to drop dance history because it is a pointless class. Therefore, i am still left with one class. 

FML. I AM IN DEEP NEED OF A MIRACLE!

ktsipek:

Congratulations to the six Spring ‘11 newbies of PAC Modern!

TeeJay Delacruz

Elijah Cupino

Isela Perez

Jillianne Salas

Christian Monsalud

Kevin Ladia

See you on Wednesday! :D

You make it difficult to be your friend. I try to talk to you but here i am waiting for a reply and you can’t seem to give me one. I’m trying to talk to you, and you’re the one here who says i don’t seem like i want to talk to you but you can’t even reply back.

I noticed that I am so quiet right now.. I dont know why. It seems like something is bothering me but I can’t figure it out. I dont think there is anything on my mind.

athenacaitlin:

Monday, February 21 · 6:30pm - 11:00pm

LocationGreen side of the Pyramid, CSULB

More InfoPAC MODERN SPRING 2011 AUDITIONS!

When: Monday, February 21st
Where: Green side of the Pyramid, CSULB
Registration starts at 6:30pm
…Freestyle cypher starts at 7:00pm
Actual audition starts at 7:30pm
Cost: FREE!
Must be at least 18 years old or in college to audition.
Come out to support, take a class, or audition! Dress comfortably. See you there!

Spring 2011 Auditions!

Calling all dancers! Come and try out for PAC Modern this Spring season! Join the FAMILY as we continue to ’stay hungry’ throughout the rest of the competition season and beyond.

Come early or on time at 6:30pm to fill out some registration papers. Quick registration, workshop, review, and auditions will all take place in ONE NIGHT. Yes, you can just take these workshops for FREE and not audition!

Requirements:
-To audition for PAC Modern, you must be 18 &/or a high school graduate.
-You do NOT have to be Filipino.
-You do NOT have to be a student at CSULB.
-You must dedicate yourself to rehearsals on Monday & Wednesday nights.
-You must be able to dedicate yourself to PAC related events.
-You are required to perform at PAC’s Pilipino Cultural Night (April 29th) & specific PAC Modern related events.
-You must dedicate yourself to having the best times of your life with PAC Modern!

Remarks: All incoming Spring newbies WILL be required to participate in at least one cultural dance as a part of Pilipino Cultural Night to be held on April 29th by the Pilipino American Coalition of CSULB in addition to the modern suite. It’s no joke – Spring newbies step into an array of events, shows and competitions, and have to quickly adjust to the PAC Modern practice schedule (Mondays and Wednesdays, 8PM, regularly). It’s an opportunity you don’t want to miss! ARE YOU HUNGRY?

pacmodern.com
pacmodern@yahoo.com

popyocherry:

That easy lovin’, just straight chillen. Enjoying each other’s company. Spontaneous times, being down for whatever. Go for a late night drive, near or far. Don’t matter where we go what we do, I just want to do it together.

Story of my life! Where can i find this?

Let’s begin.. i am just pretty much done with it all. I’m sick and tired of living.. living this life with these people. Most of all, my parents it couldn’t get any worst with them. Yeah i know the typical sayings you should be thankful and appreciate and love them but right now i can careless, i’d rather be alone, wait i am alone. They don’t make my life any easier just a load shit more difficult. I thought parents are there to help you and guide you until the point in your life where you can stand on your own which is around now for me. I’m 19 years old and i still live at home which isn’t the glamourous life that you might think. Maybe for rich kids and other individuals. In my case it’s a torture chamber, i get the constant nagging, yelling, annoyance etc. They always nag me to get a job.. it’s like SHUT THE FUCK UP!! do you really think i am not trying my fucking hardest to get one. We are in a damn recession and the economy is at it’s worst right now that is why absolutely no one is hiring. It is utterly difficult to get a job these days especially if you have no experience because every store is too damn picky. I mean it’s not that hard to teach me how to fold clothes and do shit in the backroom or whatever. Now, that the opportunity of moving out has finally knocked, and i mean it’s a reality there is a place that we have found to move into. My parents won’t even try to help me out a little bit. Honestly, what kind of parents are you!!! God couldn’t you have given better parents please for the case of my life. I can’t take it anymore, i can’t take living in this apartment with my mom, i can’t take the yelling, nagging, and the complete no understanding of how difficult it is for me right now at this moment in my life. I don’t know what to do anymore, i just want to disappear or something. I JUST WANT TO GET AWAY FROM EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE. 

I AM DONE. 

obsessionjason:

kelbin-lei:

Loneliness stealthily creeps in whenever I see a couple from a distance hugging and holding each other. That’s when I look to my left shoulder and wish your present was here but there was nothing. It’s the comfort that I look for that’s making me wanting to be in a relationship. Comfort, to be comfortable around that one person. I guess I will have to wait.

My eyes should be the only thing wondering not my heart.

How can you tell if someone is playing hard to get or just straight up teasing you?

Doesn’t mean they like you or have a crush on you. Even though they make you wait on them. Aha.

Just my thoughts while I lay in bed. Can’t really sleep, night.

Lately, i’ve been pondering about what new change i shall bestow upon my nasty ass nappy hair. hahaha. I am really sick and tired of my hair, it’s been the same hairstyle for quite some time now, the usual fohawk look. I liked it alot at the start but now it is so out dated and unmanageable. I want short hair but kinda long on top not long but some length enough to fix and style. Any suggestions on how i should cut and please don’t say buzz because i hate that oh so much. I look like a freakin cholo. I was also thinking of coloring like a strip of my hair maybe red or something. I’m not quite sure, and i don’t know if i can pull it off. If you have any ideas and such leave it in my ask box. Gracias (:

Yay! i finally got my new license (: and it’s the new kind that they have now. The one with all these designs and security information on it. I like how the new one looks. New picture too but i still look fat oh well. haha.

paulzedrich:

You know when you spend hours on the phone late at night, texting throughout the day, telling many stories that have no point, asking a lot of questions, finding similarities & learning the differences, maybe webcaming here and there. Realizing how habitually & effortlessly this person begins to bring genuine smiles to your face. During conversations you both pick at each others beautiful mind, words for word a session where you both could exchange thoughts,getting to know each others great attributes as well as your faults. 
They begin to know you better than you know yourself They begin to fall head over heels for you because you give them faith that love is achievable, they begin to adore you despite of just a cute face but within you. You get to see an amazing side of someone else, you learn things about yourself that cannot be found any other way. Theirs chemistry it involves openly and honestly being yourself that hopefully ends the both of you striving to have a satisfying & lasting relationship.