500 days of Brian

Where do i begin?! This week has been really good to me. Every single i had plans with my friends and we had alot of fun. We didn’t spend hours trying to figure out what to do or where to go. We had everything ready and set ahead of time. Every minute of that day was spent having fun and enjoying the day and what we were doing. The weekend started off so good, which was friday. On friday me martin and daniel had everything planned out for daniel to ask fiona to prom. Originally the plan was suppose to occur at the beach but we changed venues to the griffith observatory. It was still good, even better because the clues tied in with the place. After that long wait and chase at the observatory we all headed to yvonne’s house to eat and chill. Saturday was another adventure a couple of us planned to go to cerritos to watch our friends from cerritos dance team at their dance showcase. It was me daniel martin yvonne kevin nina paulo and ernie. When the show ended we wanted to have dinner at guppys but we heard it would be really packed so instead we went to dolphin bay still good. Our friends from cerritos came by as well and we all just chilled and had fun. Sunday was an unexpected fun day, me daniel and yvonne ended up watching the hangover 2 which was really good and hilarious so crazy. Me and daniel also slept over martin’s house. To end my three day weekend today we were suppose to venture off to venice beach and sightsee but we all didn’t have money and i didn’t have gas. But that didn’t stop us from going out. We just went to the mall and helped daniel find his outfit for prom and we saw yvonne there too. After the mall we were so hungry and since we were all broke we headed back to martin’s house and cooked some spam eggs bacon and rice. Also, we baked brownies and redboxed “little fockers” funny movie. Can’t wait for more weeks like this when summer starts!

It’s becoming consistent now, all my good days and fun nights. Life is just consistently great for me. I love being with my friends everyday. I am content and happy with my life right now.

keshialee:

Ruins the situation, twists things around, makes you worry and just makes everything much worse than it actually is.

hectorium:

Reppin Emanon, Undeclared, Streetfam, and Koopa Troopaz :]

I had alot of fun tonight. Drove the kids to Bishop Alemany invitational. The show wasn’t all of that crazy but i had alot of fun with my friends. Funny moments all around. Good night over all much needed for me. 

Lately i have been really loving my life. My life couldn’t be any greater at this moment. I am very content with how it is. I can spend the day doing absolutely nothing too grand and just be with my friends and i am satisfied. I don’t need to go out and party and be crazy like how most people do nowadays.. even though it can be fun at times. I like the simple stuff. Those are the moments to live out. Can’t wait for summer. Well that is all. Bye.

keshialee:

Sometimes in life… people just don’t feel the same way about you the way you feel about them. There’s nothing to be upset or mad about, because how they feel is how they feel. and that’s different then how you feel. You aren’t in control of you’re feelings, but you are in control of your actions. Handle every situation with care and know that whatever you do when you don’t feel the same way about someone, you let them know, and let them know right away so there’s no going in too deep for them finding out they’re stuck in a hole. If you’re gonna let someone fall, make sure you can pick them up, or you’ll fall with them too. And you definitely can’t convince or SHOULDN’T have to convince someone to feel for you, just let them do them. And you do you. Remember feelings change. and if they do change to your liking and you get what you want… then they do. and if they don’t… accept that they don’t. 

Not a good thing right now. I am getting distracted from studying for my political science test tomorrow that i know i am going to fail. I’m constantly lurking on my tumblr if anything new popped up or signing on and off of facebook checking what’s going on. STOP! i need to focus on studying so i can at least pull out a C on this exam. But there was great distraction and that was the Electric Daisy Carnival 2011 trailer !!!! gahhhh i wish i was going ))): well back to studying. only distraction that would be helpful is a text. i am utterly bored with this book in my face so talk to me.

capricepowell:

YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BE FOLLOWING ME.

Two months old, very good condition.

WILL INCLUDE a Nikon strap, USB cord, Three lenses, Quick Charger, Body cap, Two rechargeable batteries, and charger.

Reblogs only please. The winner will be determined by a random number generator.

CONTEST ENDS JUNE 2ND. 

The reason why I decided to give it away was because I am getting a Nikon D5000 when I get out of school.

WILL SHIP ANYWHERE.

keshialee:

Everyone has them, that first love. You know, that relationship where you thought could last a lifetime… finally came to an end. And as time passes, you wonder what happens next. You try moving on, you try seeing yourself with other people, but for some reason you can’t. For some reason you still feel like you’re heart belongs to that one person. and maybe it does, but maybe it doesn’t. things happen, relationships start, end, and start again, and can end again. that’s the beauty of life, you’ll never know what happens. but if in some time you meet someone amazing, a person you don’t think you can go a day without thinking about, a person who really does make you happy, take a chance. and absolutely NO ONE can take away that spot that belongs to your first love, i don’t think anyone really tries to replace that, that’s a memory that will forever be in your heart, but the next one that comes around isn’t trying to overlap those memories, but create new ones. Moving on is a difficult process. It consists of alone time, self re-evaluation, knowing that mistakes happen, accepting what you did wrong and fixing it for the future, seeing things differently, staying strong, and keeping an open mind. because moving on is different from giving up. Giving up is loosing all faith in someone, and moving on is knowing that you made the right decisions and can smile and look back at the wonderful memories, and move past that time in your life. and if you do meet someone new along the way, just know that Absolutely no one can take that spot in your heart/mind/soul that belongs to your first love. but don’t let any thoughts scare you from someone amazing. because you never know, you just never know how things can and will turn out.

keshialee:

Although different is scary, different’s good. It is inevitable that things change. Things change everyday, and you never know when someone can change their way of thinking, change their way of acting, and change their feelings for you. But that shouldn’t stop you from doing anything you want to do. Just do it. Sometimes you don’t have to understand why things happen, just let them happen. and if in some point in your life you’re at a crossroads to keep going or turn around because you’ve never been there before, keep going. Sometimes you don’t have to know what your destination is, you just have to go for the ride, and know that wherever you end up, it’s because it was meant to be. you never know where things can go with anything, even people. so when an opportunity knocks at your door… don’t be afraid to open it, and if you think they’re worth it, let them in. who knows, they could be everything you’ve wanted and needed. and if they aren’t… at least you can say you tried. don’t stop yourself from doing things because you’re afraid to feel. just feel. don’t think, just feel. Everything else that’s meant to be will fall into place, trust.

Just as every tree has its roots, every person has a foundation that keeps them grounded. Your roots can define you. Your roots can break you. They are always going to be a part of you as a whole. However, just a tree can be replanted, a person can move to a new place in their life. Your original roots never leave, but they can grow. They can branch out in new territories. Just as every tree can reroot, every person can take hold of a new situation and form deep bonds with people they’ve met after moving on to something bigger than their past.

Some friends, despite being new, can be closer than previous acquaintances. These friends help you grow, and branch out into a new stage of your life. 

i don’t care about what people think or say about me for the most part. but sometimes i wonder how i come off to people. like what they think of me and what they presume when they first talk to me or meet. i wonder if they judge me right from the start or actually get to know and soak it in from that point. just a random thought i was wondered about.