February 2012
7 posts
I’m lost in trance. That doesn’t make sense but i don’t know how else to put it. I’m very uncertain with what i want in my dance life. I always second guess myself and my talent. Not a minute goes by when i dance where i do not doubt myself. There are so many things i wish i could do as dancer but can’t.. what am i looking for in my dancing? Next week will hold my...
Valentines Day
I am really really not looking forward for tomorrow.
Another year of this “holiday” another year reminding me that i am single. I do not need to be aware that i am single. I already know that. I had plans but not anymore.. funny thing is that i saw it coming but i’m fine with it. *sigh. whatever though.
I will be okay nonetheless.
Lately my mind has been M.I.A.. I’ve been a bit out of it. I’m not sure exactly how to explain it. I just don’t feel in the mood for anything at all. All I seem to want is to keep to myself for some time.. alone time I guess. I can’t really diagnose what is happening with me. The entire month of January I was pretty happy and motivated to do anything. I was excited and...