March 2012
12 posts
I need to stop helping other people with their love life issues and figure out my nonexistent love life dilemmas.
Anybody want to go on a date?
We can have dinner then watch the hunger games. Then afterwards drive around maybe find a nice view and park. Sit inside and just talk about anything with some music in the background. Chill night. Who’s down?
Stressed
Feeling stressed out again.. Ugh everything is just a handful to do right now even though there doesn’t seem to be alot on my plate. School is giving me the major stressor, trying to balance it out with dance. I need to focus on school and do better than last semester. I’m trying my best more than i have in the past year and a half of college so far. But it’s been going downhill...
*sigh
don’t know if i’m stressed or just exhausted. feeling a mixture of emotions and its only half way through the week…
Honestly i have no idea what i’m doing here anymore. Kind of depressing to say but it is true. I don’t feel a purpose to stay at all. Maybe my time has come sooner than i planned for it. I am pushing to keep moving forward but it’s not really progressing as it should. A part of me is fine with that because a part of me is not in it anymore…
I hate nights like this.. where i can’t seem to figure out what to do. It’s a waste of a good night if i just stay home. I want to go out and drive somewhere regardless of a destination. I want to have a spontaneous adventure that ends with memories and good talks and laughs. I honestly don’t know why i live out here still.. it has been 2 years now since i’ve graduated high...
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