Another year has just flown by yet again. Where do i begin with this past year. I have to say this year was actually a good one overall. A few bumps here and there but nothing i couldn’t surpass on my own. Let’s not mention another year being single. Some things never change huh? Ha. This year has been filled with a lot of great memories with people that i love and would not be able to live without. I finally got my first job during this year though that didn’t last for much long, which i could care less about because opportunity knocked on my door. I auditioned for Mickey’s Soundsational parade at disneyland and made it! This is the most amazing thing that has happened to me this entire year, my whole life to say the least. I am so grateful and overwhelmed to be blessed with this opportunity. I accomplished my dream job. This year brought success for me as  a dancer. First, it was making it back as a returner on Pac Modern and then getting hired to dance in a parade at disneyland. What more could i ask for?

Friends was a big part of this year. I was all alone in Glendale while all my close friends went off to college. I’m the only one still stuck here. It was hard not having them around. No wonder i was barely ever home… i was only here to sleep, shower, and go to school. I could say my entire year was spent in Long Beach with my friends on my team. I’m glad for that though because my friendships with them grew stronger and became closer to people i wasn’t as close to before. On the other hand, i also lost a few friendships along the road. I can’t really say if it was a good or bad thing. Yes, it sucks a lot to lose friends especially ones whom you called “best friends” but i guess that’s part of life. You lose some, you win some. Friends come and go. Where i lost a friend later on i gained one. The one i gained i don’t really have much to say i guess. It was good for awhile, had the potential to be a good friendship almost thought it would be like a best friend type of friendship but things happen and thing fade and go away. That’s what happened to this friendship, in the end my attempts to say my thoughts and salvage the friendship didn’t end up the way you would hope. There goes another lost friendship. 

A year filled with fun. Loads and loads of fun was in this year. Ranging from just simple fun at modern rehearsal to partying in vegas and partying with other teams to nights throwing up in the bathroom from being soo drunk and the next day barely remembering the night before. Or the amount of fun Jill and i have when we carpool to practice, jammin out to old school songs to beyonce in the car, me opening the car door and sticking my head out being all crazy and shit. Those are the memories that last a lifetime. A HUGE fun event this year for me especially was turning 20 years old. I am no longer a teenager. I was really excited to finally be 20, even though it’s not 21. To my surprise i actually did begin to feel like an adult and less like a teenager. I noticed myself thinking and acting like an adult. I am an adult now. Along with the fun were struggles and hardships. I struggled to get by with my first semester of my 2nd year in college. I don’t know what it was i just lost motivation to push through school and succeed. I did what i could just so i can get through the semester and be on break. I needed to recuperate and get myself back on track. Money became hard too but i managed to learn to save money and spend less. 

2012 … be good to me please?  I want to be happy , if you know what i’m saying.